Drunvalo Melkizedek

Tayiana has send a book by Drunvalo Melkizedek - Live in the hearth.
Before started eading I've searche the net and founf his lecture on Sacrate Geometry.
Here is part 1 & 2:
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4217922894127920940

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3080455261022970463&hl=en

He has a class to teach the hearth meditation, and how to get to the space inside the hearth.
http://www.drunvalo.net/upcoming.html
Would like to go, but it seems like my fear and emotional problems will not let me go there.
So, first I need to clear my emotions. Radical Forgiveness by Colin Tipping seems to be a good way. Will I have the results if i do it by myself?
http://www.radicalforgiveness.com/

Other workshops based on Going into the hearth , and The Flower of life, are available form trained by Drunvalo Melkizedek teachers:
http://www.floweroflife.org/workshops.htm

Drunvalo Melkizedek is preparing for 2012. He has a book "Serpent of Light Beyond 2012 " , but it doesn't seem to have all the practical information. Here is an interesting interview:
http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/members/drunvalo.htm

In this Interview he mentiones autor that he can relay for 2012 information - Colin Andrews.
Here is a blog, but it this the same persone?
http://www.colinandrews.net/New-Postings-Links.html
Another blog:
http://colinandrews.blogspot.com/2008/12/grand-maya-elders-speak-in-public-for.html